Who am I ?

I never lose my patience.

I never fall in love.

I never saw the difference in civilian and the Defence personnel kid.

I didn’t step out of my home alone.

I am still in a cocoon just like a kid. Wanted to fly out of my shells but I can’t.

I always analyze my self that where I am and where I have to be.

I love to inform but don’t like any restriction put on me by my family.

If I have decided something that I have to do it . Then I will try it till the last of that battle whether I am going to win that battle or lose it that hardly matters to me but the satisfaction of being participate will be stay in my mind and life forever.

I always find positive people around me because they are best amongst others.

I do care about my family , my kid and everyone with whom I am connected for a long time.

I have started so many things in the begining but gradually situation arises that I have to sacrifice it for my family and for their happiness. I am not regret of it because my present needs to be dynamic for that time.

I started liking someone but scared of being used and left alone in the middle of the path.

I love to be in my boundaries becoz I didn’t find any worthy man.

I know I am in love . I always think of him the whole day long and see his photographs too. Waiting for him to text but he is a busy man I can’t express my feelings just scared of the real stories i have heard since my college days.

The real stories of being used and left alone. Even after committing to stay for life time” together”.

I know the pain when it is just against your will. I know I m alone but I know I m happy the most in this beautiful earth. I have my relations around me but all are showy not even anyone is playing a real role of his/her life. Better to be alone with your own rules and own restrictions.

I just have single soul ,1 person, one belief of faith and trust with a strong bond that I am carrying with me for a long time and till my last breath.

I am not scared of the distance, I am scared of the silence which human put on with them.

I will never take the wrong step of suicide ever in my life becoz i know the journey of my life which I have taken from the lord krishna’s station will reach in the correct destination always.

Thousand of time, I take your name from the sunrise till the moon set , your place will never be taken by anyone else.

I am an outspoken person but very emotional from heart. I can’t see anybody in pain . I love to help anybody for their sweet smile.

I dont know why it matters to me the most.

I bother about the poors.

I bother about the elderly people.

I do care about kids too. Whether they belongs to my relation or not.

I felt offended somehow when people won’t understand me but till the time my point is not clear to them, I never took a step back ever in my life.

That task becomes important and I have to do it by hook or crook.

“Cheer your own goals , cheer your life by giving a single smile to others without thinking of the return to come in your journey of life.”

-By SHEILLY RANA